I guess I'll talk about a battle I face everyday, it's an intense battle, a battle with my mind. I think far too much often to the point of anxiety most of the time. Current worries? Money of course. I'm paranoid that life will find a way to screw up my plans.
I have a goal that I'd like to reach by September $3,800 so that I can move to California. That's on the low side from what most people have told me but I am positive I can make that number work for me. Due to the stolen identity fees related to that car issues and maintenance that arose I'm at $0 though by the end of the day I should be at $200 and finally starting to save. I'm working two jobs and can afford to save about 800-900 a month over the next three months. Just shy of my goal and assuming I manage to sell nothing I own.
I've learned the hard way, several times, that life likes to screw up those plans. It likes to throw the wrench in, an obvious lesson with the most recent being the stolen identity mess, so you can see how I'm a bit worried.
I've got an idea to give myself a piece of mind but I have no idea of how receptive people will be to it. I think it's a very sound logical idea. I thought the indiegogo was a sound logical idea. Maybe I'm overthinking. Maybe I'm worried because I see other people I know making the leap while I'm stuck here saving riding out my lease. I feel like I'm in Purgatory, one life has ended and I'm waiting in limbo for the next life to begin. Hoping my next Leap will be the leap home if you will.
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